Clutter. A Welcome Friend, or a Lazy Foe?

We are already mid-way through the month, having left behind celebrations, fireworks, and a stressful year. Some of us may have written a long list of new year resolutions that we know we should be focussing on. January is the month where we re-organise our lives and focus on a new project to better ourselves.

I decided not to make any resolutions for 2021 because I still have some unfinished plans from last year. Plans, that I have put on the back burner with the excuse that I would deal with them as soon as the pandemic is over. But days are going by fast, the world is no better, and I am letting them slip. Have I been too ambitious and unable to reach my goals?

I thought I could manage through the goals, but I must admit that my mind and my home are starting to feel cluttered. I could blame it on the ongoing national lockdown. It is so easy to be tempted by what is available online. I am undecided. Should I ditch my old plans and start a brand-new list or work through the old ones? I must find a way to re-organise my brain before it bursts.

“Edit your life frequently, and ruthlessly. It’s your masterpiece after all.” – Nathan W Morris

Not everyone keeps their stuff tidy and organised. Some people keep their homes clean while their cars are messy. Others focus on tidiness but do not care if inches of dust pile up on the surface. My life is organised in an arty type mess which other people call ‘clutter’. I know exactly where all my things are situated should I need them. I agree with Albert Einstein: If a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then, is an empty desk a sign?

Different people find comfort in different levels of organisation. A person’s clutter might be someone else’s treasure. It all depends what suits them best. I read somewhere that clutter is nothing more than postponing decisions – in other words, clutter is procrastination. It can cause stress which leads to physical and mental illness. It might also make it hard for us to focus and concentrate, impossible to relax and enjoy life.

I do not believe that I am a procrastinator, but I am aware that I have made many plans which are slow for me to achieve. I have let my mind run wild giving too much attention to the least important ones. I do not possess superpowers and more often than not, I feel snowed under. But it is not too late to rectify this. I can change course.

“You can’t reach for anything new if your hands are still full of yesterday’s junk.” – Louise Smith

There are 11 more months before the end of the year. I have plenty of time to get back on track and achieve my goals. First, I need to have a vision – draw up a plan that is achievable. I need to re-evaluate the targets I have set and get rid of anything that does not serve me, otherwise I will never get organised.

I need different tools to achieve this. Decluttering my home will not be the same as decluttering my mind. Getting rid of material things is easier than emotional baggage accumulated over the years. Throwing away an out-of-fashion dress is less painful than a broken piece of jewellery given by an old flame. Taking on too many responsibilities at work and feeling guilty towards my family can clutter my mind and spirit.

But I will not wait for next year to start a new list of resolutions. Neither will I put my life on hold until I get organised. By prioritising what I need instead of what I want, I can come up with a plan and re-structure my life with a new resolution. There are two main questions that I should keep asking myself to push forward: Can I achieve the goals I set and what steps should I take?

Decluttering old habits as well as material things will be another way to forgive myself for my laziness and regain healthy ethics. It will be hard to let go but by doing so I can release the old and make way to a new ‘me’.

How do you want to start your new year, gratitude, or resolution?

I am certain your first intention for 2021 is to set some new year’s resolutions and to say, ‘Thank God 2020 is over!’ It certainly has been a year we won’t soon forget.

Ten months ago, the world slowed down, and plans got cancelled. In a matter of days, our lives were put on hold as we went through new challenging times. From being forced to stay home, on furlough or redundancy, to being affected by illness or loss of family members and friends, we have found ourselves many times at breaking points. All those challenges took a lot out of us and made us revise our priorities, forcing us to strike a balance in our lives.

While some people were terrified and emptied the supermarket shelves, I delved into different topics with good intention of avoiding the pandemonium. As it turned out, the pandemic not only helped me to turn my attention to those things I once loved but abandoned due to lack of time and self-doubt, but I also reconnected with the person who was hidden inside me for many years.

New Beginning

At the start of this new year, I have decided to reflect on the months gone by – the challenges I faced and what I have achieved. I have been counselling others for more than 10 years … those who struggle with addiction, depression, abusive relationships, lack of self-love and suicidal thoughts. But until last year, I never applied that advice to myself. I felt I had more to give to others, rather than focusing on myself. I think that is what we call being selfless.

Many times, I have been called ‘super woman’, but only a few people saw how fragile I was inside. I would not have overcome the onslaught of the pandemic, had I not leaned on my family, a few friends, and the selfless online teachers. The techniques I learned, whether it being mindfulness, writing, art, and design, helped strengthen my mental resilience. I overcame anxiety and avoided sinking into depression.

Practising daily meditation and connecting with newfound online friends, helped me to feel more grounded and combat stress. I learned to reassess my health and adopted a new eating regime – no more emotional eating. I designed a new diet following the same approach as Keto and made my own goat’s milk kefir which helped alleviate my IBS symptoms and gave me a healthier skin tone. The difference is astounding. I feel so much better – I am no longer bloated and have a spring in my step.

Onward and Upward

In 2021, I choose happiness and good health. I look for light and hope to rise above all challenges. I think about all the people, present and deceased, who have helped me through the challenging times. Those who have enabled me to keep going when I would otherwise have been at the mercy of negative thoughts. I feel grateful for all those who gave their time free of charge. They have gratified many of us with freebies and we owe them a debt of gratitude.

January is a perfect time for me to look ahead and reflect on what I want. Before, I would regularly binge-read fiction books or watch movie marathons to chill. Now, I have learned the ability to be still. By being quiet, I can easily attain that level of satisfaction. I start my day with 15-30 minutes of meditation – that could be prayer, deep-breathing, or just complete silence. There is no time to feel guilty in giving myself some self-love.

I have learned that there is no need to look back and regret. Change comes from accepting who I am and what I am grateful for. I focus on ‘what I want’ and not on ‘what I don’t want’. I choose to be happy. I can reach out to anyone I have not spoken to, for ages and let them know how much they mean to me.

As I share with you these beautiful words from Pope Francis, I wish you all a healthy and peaceful year.

“Rivers do not drink their own water; trees do not eat their own fruit; the sun does not shine on itself and flowers do not spread their fragrance for themselves. Living for others is a rule of nature. We are all born to help each other. No matter how difficult it is, life is good when you are happy; but much better when others are happy because of you. Let us all remember then that every changing colour of a leaf is beautiful, and every changing situation of life is meaningful, both need very clear vision. So, do not grumble or complain, let us instead remember that Pain is a sign that we are alive. Problems are a sign that we are strong, and Prayer is a sign we are not alone!! If we can acknowledge these truths and condition our hearts and minds, our lives will be more meaningful, different, and worthwhile!!”